I Hate Your Eyes

I hate your eyes

When they look at me that way

I hate your smile

That has burned its way into my brain

I hate the things

I always put myself through

I hate these feelings

I feel no matter what you do

You pull me in

Entrance me

Then you pull away

Become a memory

You play with my mind

Time after time

That's why

I hate your eyes

The way they stare right through me

I hate my mind

And all the things you've made it believe

I hate the thoughts

That keep me up late at night

I hate myself

For letting you control my life

Kari Fallon